Today I'm greatful beeing me! Why? Because despite all the negativ aspects of my life choises and the consecuenses around them, I feel blessed that I have found myself. I started to follow a man from the other side of the world, that had resonable thoughts around fitness and health in April last year. I had begun going to the gym already in February but didn't know how to do a proper work out. And I didn't have the resources to get a PT. But with my new job I knew that I had to get stronger. This guy, he asked me why I had pressed the follow button on IG. Oh wow, he held me responsible for my choice.. We chatted for mayby 15-20 mins. I was at the gym and at that moment I felt more alive then I had for a long time! New job, new beginning with the training, someone saw me! ME!! Days later I got the BBB programs, and I followed it for 5 months before my joints and my muscles were too sore to continue lifting weights and I needed to prioritise work. In december I missed all the training, comming home after work just sitting in the sofa, or recliner .. the sorness didn't give up. All bloodtest were good but I felt restless. I wanted to continue the fitness journey. Then I found this community and this was it! The guy that had planted something solid im my mind was there again, holding me responsible - for myself. It wasn't acually about weight or food or looking fit. (That comes second, at least for me) No. It was about what I owe to myself! What picture I want to show of myself to my family. I stumble, I'm processing and progressing. But step by step I will get better on doing whatever it takes to be me. Thanks @Darren Liu for beeing.. you! Todays walk - 5983 steps, and 4,75 km

I had some canned salmon that was ready to make its debut outside of the kitchen pantry (finally) and made salmon patties. I hadn’t had them in a while and these (over a bed of spinach) hit the spot! *Reminder I have Celiac so all of my recipes will always be gluten-free. - 14 oz can (skinless, boneless) wild-caught salmon drained - ½ cup almond flour - ¼ teaspoon sea salt - ⅛ teaspoon ground black pepper - 1 egg - 1 teaspoon dijon mustard - 1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice - ½ teaspoon garlic powder - ½ teaspoon onion powder - ½ teaspoon paprika - ½ teaspoon dried dill

Hey guys, my name is Bill and I'm from California, now living in Bangkok. My main fitness goal is to get to sub 12% bodyfat so I can finally get my abs to be chiseled. My last meal ever would have to be a nice big juicy steak followed up with pistachio gelato!