Why do I not have access to the other courses?

📅 Daily Check-in - May 25, 2026 💭 Reflection: "Days are running very quickly. Yesterday, I almost didn't have any time to rest, my Feng Shui teacher is making me taste all kids of Eastern foods and teaching me new things, in the evening I met a friend who came from Singapore just to meet me in person from the 1st time and we filmed a testimonial, I went back to the hotel late and reset my room's Feng Shui. Today, I received my last Nei Gong and Chinese Medicine treatment and my situation absolutely improved, then we had a planned tour to see Hindu Temples, feed the monkeys and the eagles on a boat trip. A dream that I had last December and that led me to accept the invitation to come here came true today - pure magic. There are no words that can describe the Blessings that life is bringing me and I can only be so grateful! " 📊 Wellbeing Scores: 😊 Happiness: 10/10 ⚡ Energy: 7/10 🎯 Focus: 7/10 😌 Calmness: 10/10 🌙 Sleep Quality: 7/10 🔥 Motivation: 10/10 ⭐ Average: 8.5/10 ✅ Activities from yesterday: 🚿 Cold Shower 🛏️ Good Sleep ☀️ Morning Sunlight 💧 Stayed Hydrated 🌬️ Breathwork 🌿 Grounding 🚶 Walk 🥗 Healthy Eating 🍺 No Alcohol 🍬 No Added Sugar ☕ No Late Caffeine 🥩 Hit Protein Goal 🥦 Ate Vegetables 🧘‍♂️ Meditation 🙏 Prayer 📝 Journaling 💚 Gratitude Practice 🎯 Visualization 🛋️ Therapy Session 😌 Low Stress Day ✨ Positive Mindset 📵 No Social Media 📧 Inbox Zero 🌅 Focused Morning ⏱️ Time Blocking 1️⃣ Single Tasking 🧠 Learning 🎸 Skill Practice 🎨 Creative Work 👥 Quality Time 🤝 Helped Someone 📞 Called Friend/Family 🎉 Social Event 🍽️ No Phone at Dinner 👂 Active Listening

Hi everyone! I live in Oregon and I am a homemaker. I have 2 neurodivergent kiddos. I was diagnosed with chronic fatigue in 2011 after my second child was born. But in the last year, I've been thinking I may have ADHD inattentive type. I know the symptoms can overlap but my biggest challenge is how my brain works. I have so many "tabs" open in my brain of things I want/need to do. It's hard to shut off. I also have a hard time concentrating and jump to different projects because I get bored. I'm waiting to to talk to my dr about an evaluation. Excited to be here!

Thanks to @Deb Brouwer to keeping me accountable, one of my email inboxes is now down to 1 unread email, I started at 2600...feels so good. There are still about 3000 read ones to sort through and there there are other email boxes to start on but I'm pausing to celebrate this win 🎉