Although it was very confronting.. i think i can see it as a big win today. I started on my new job on January 5th. It involves stock management ( taking notes of what we have and order New) at the depot. Thats one of the many things i have to do. I noticed that again I made an error. My co-worker said to me that we need to figure out how to solve this. Because she notices that my brain sometimes wonders of and isnt always present. She sejusted that one week i do this and the next week she does that to by that way she can correct me where i need it. Immediatly i feelt that my brain was twisting her words into you are not capable so I'm going to check on you. Instead of swallowing it I told her that this was how it came to me. That I knew she didnt meant it like that but I just couldn’t help that my head started twisting her words. We continued talking about it and how hard I tried to not cry she got something lose in me. She hold me and told me many times that I am good the way I am and that they are happy to have me. I was a little disappointed that I started crying. The feeling of why couldnt I keep myself together. But later on i corrected that feeling with the tought of succes. I mentioned how I felt , I opened up and didnt just suck it in. For that I am proud of myself today 🙌

Sage and I created an idea capture, to do list, project management system that works with my brain!! I had no idea why I struggled with projects and single to do items so often but I knew it was keeping me in overwhelm. After discussing my struggles and current “systems” (I use that word lightly LOL) with Sage and sorting through all of the lists and apps and calendars I already had going (a disaster at best), we figured it out. I feel hopeful that now I can focus on what matters for this day and this week without feeling overwhelmed by seeing ALL of the other things that are in the works and feeling like I don’t even know where to begin.