Made over 24 hours of music in the last 3 weeks, I considered it a win/transformation and had shared a link to my beat tapes, but group admin took it down. I don't promote myself to people because I never felt the need to, I'm not large by any means, and I don't consider it a career at the moment. Here though I thought would've been a safe space for my hobby, but maybe it was just a sign that I need to move on. I learned a lot of valuable stuff here, and I think im ready to take the world on again 😎☀️ it was really nice meeting a lot of yall, happiness is always right around the corner if you keep focusing on yourself, you deserve your own love too 💙 goodbye for now homies. Remember.. just 🐝🎶

I think we all know hell is not a lake of fire in which we will be tortured for all eternity after death if we aren't good little monkeys. I am wondering if anyone has any useful apologetics for defending Jesus and his supposed depictions of such a place as misinterpreted or misconstrued. For example he talks about gehenna which was a place where child sacrifice/ burning took place. He also talks about a ravine of fire etc. I think fire = purification, as the Jewish people had no idea of hell and fire was purification/ God's cleansing - the burning bush for example. So when Jesus talks about fire, that is where it takes me. Purification, burning away of what is not us, hardening steal etc. I think the church added this idea of punishment for eternity to take power over the people. But I don't know the history specifically. Any references to Gnostic bibles or anything else to add would be awesome! Just trying to open a discussion my fellow monkeys :)

When I was a child, I believe around 10 ish give or take a lil, I made a journal. I had what I would consider a rough childhood is ways. I say that because I felt deeply motivated to support myself in that environment. As an adult now, I have been trying to find healing or just some presence and freedom from maybe mental or emotional captivity. I see that the pages I wrote were so soaked in creativity, color, and light. I woke up with “the power of now” playing on audible. I started making little present choices and found myself grabbing my old journal and passing through the pages. I’ve heard this idea of “reparenting” mentioned as a way of tending to the child in you that was abandoned or hurt. When I read my journal, I realized that as a child I was lending love and nurturing to myself that is truly inspiring to me now. Here are a few pages I want to share. The last page (black and white) is one that I made as an adult.