Whatever you had may of thought you were wrong. I'm gonna go off n fly far beyond. You'll never know nothing unless you reach for the stars, so start pulling apart reality as a whole. I outta come back n share what I know to get by in time, cause in time we all grow. Never stop for nothing unless you opening the door. I'm gonna start paying it forward, be humble n never fold. High off the wax relax in my castle. Last time we had cash we were living double standard. Too young to take it all in, I could never fathom how set we were really living a life without no hassle. How we fell apart when everyone off of the handle. Sister locked up for robbing a store with an asshole. Brother had his own kids and demons he had to tackle, so it was just me in the aftermath of what happened. Catched myself an asswhooping for ever asking why. Why I felt I never really had a normal life. In my eyes in time I realized that normal ain't real right? I figured what's real is still sealed inside of whatever you may think of yourself at the time, but as I dissect I find myself to be one of kind in this God damned land of fakes I'll never bat an eye till I come crawl out of my grave and go n reach for the sky.

I'll be honest Imma come back, no problem when everything inside of my path starts dissolving. When I start evolving from crawling to walking. I'm talking retracing my steps wall to wall n then I watch em fall. Thinking that this world was so small until I got involved now I'm doing this for a cause. Cmon now revolve, rejoice, I'm finally making some noise for all of my boys and my ladies too so help me fill the void. Yes, help me fill up this emptiness inside of my chest I'm feeling blessed but stressed out at the same time n I don't why. Just sometimes can't describe what I want out of life. Sometimes I feel lame, cause every single day is another chance to change. Sometimes I blame myself for way too many things. Yh, I'm my worst bully cause I know what to say n them words run deep inside my body n it decays. I sit on it for days, weeks, months, but okay. I guess I got a different type of mind, I'm one of a kind when I come back online. By design guess there ain't nothing to it, I'll come back provin that my dreams are lucid. I'm speaking fluently simultaneously I'm going stupid jumping through hoops for folk that think they deserve it. Struck a nerve? I'm the worst when it comes down to it. Tired of getting used to the feeling of use, what's the use? I'm useless. I ain't gonna waste time proving to you what I'm doing. I know I sound stupid everytime I describe so.. I back up Slow. Ain't really too sure bout what I know these days so but I'm about to come back in when I'm feeling okay though. I'll rap this shit up n I'll morph it like Plato. Yh, anything I want, the colors of Indigo. I'm about to go in so don't slow me down. My foot up on the gas pedal so let's hope I don't lose focus from this path I've chosen. For once in my life I woke up n I'm floating. I know that I'm ghosting so much, but please understand me. Out of sight and out of mind for those who I call family.

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