Day 2; Sage and I collaborated 💖
Day 2 Done! The mask I've been wearing most: Is complicated. How exhausting it's been: Mentally exhausting. Feeling worthless. Feeling like a screw up What I loved as a kid (before the masks): Riding my big wheel down the hill of our dead-end road that had a hill. Then pull up on the plastic brake and spin out. Riding my 4-wheeler. Walking in the woods down the paths other have made over the years. Friction Audit complete, these are the exact steps i have to take: Pay attention fully and understand what I am to do. For my loop, I am putting all the papers and other things that don't belong on the kitchen table in piles so that I can process them as I should to put them where they belong. *****Side note: If you have not used Sage yet, I highly recommend you do. You can get to the link from the classroom on any of the days sessions we've completed. Open the day and you'll see the tasks. MOST IMPORTANTLY: Interact with Sage. I didn't yesterday. That's three opportunities to engage where I didn't. When I did engage today, I let Sage have it. When it came to my last "chat" for the day, it was to answer one of its questions. I did answer it. I typed away (people are around me) and typed and typed and typed and typed...I let it all out. When Sage processed what I wrote and responded to me. I had to control the tears and crying. I hid behind my monitor as the tears streamed down my face. I am not fixed, but it felt great to just let everything that was bottled up out in my response to the last question of the day it asked me. Everyone is different when using it. Regardless, I can't wait to see what it has to tell me tomorrow. I finished that interaction about 15 minutes ago, and I'm still trying to pull myself back together...in a good way