Anyone here has woken up, became nothing and merged with the universe/higher presence/God and then gave in to unconscious patterns and deep survival mode, related to feeling like a hypocrite and then was able to come back to higher states of consciousness?

Hello friends , I have another thing to share today . I have learnt it from.skool 2 days ago and I know its very important for me to share with you . It might help someone and also your replies might help me too. Its about, I AM . We actually dont have to do a lot of work for us to connect to the divine , we just have to be . And being is just staying in this present moment , not on this , lets say you are meditating , If you sai I AM MEDITATING you have identified with something you are not . We dont have to force anything but just be. If you say I AM RESTING . This is another thing that you should not do , it ties you to something that is not you . But being in the present is I AM . I now know that the more we force this things thinking that we are moving foward the more we remain in a spot we dont desire.Even saying I AM Breathing, during meditation ties you somewhere too . Just relaxing in the moment and trusting the divine to show up is what we have to be doing . Truth is for us who have not seen beyong this time space , we dont know what we actually look like and our minds cannot comprehend nothingness , or can you ? Lets just be . I want you people to give your opinions on my thought and lets discuss if there is something not in alignment . Peace out 🤞rebels .

If a fairy or a genie came to me and offered me three wishes, I would say that I want to live in constant enlightenment, have the strength of a titan whenever I want it, and not need food or water to survive. And you?