Free will, do we have it? A little bit? On micro level? Marco level? At all? Can our free will change our life on a big scale?

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Hi Admins and Moderators. Could you clarify what’s going on with the disabled chat feature? Right now it seems impossible to start new chats with anyone unless you’ve reached level 9. I can only message people I already had an open chat with. Is this intended? And is there any way to reverse this so we can message new people again? Thanks in advance.

I used to judge people, people who were narrow minded, eat meat, criminal, people who claim themselves to be higher than others. I used to have a feeling of petty for them. Slowly slowly I realized they have a softer side, that they are not my enemies until I make them in my head. That helped me to focus on what they need, and to not judge them as everyone is improving day by day. But now I am again stuck, People who claim themselves to be enlighted, I can't help myself but to put them on trial. I have this constant urge to prove them wrong. I don't know where this desire will lead me to, but I have not made peace with it yet. Can someone help me overcome it ?

Hi! First of all I'm really grateful to be a part of this community! Thank you all for being here! I have an interesting experience and I'm curious if anyone else goes through this. When I start working on my emotions, past traumas, I often experience that despite of the huge revelations and insights of my inner godly being, it sometimes gets me to a point where I get overwhelmed by very strong emotions. At that point I feel like they become stronger than me and I can't really get back to clear thinking. I often even realize that I can not really accept them, I'm automatically fighting it which makes it really exhausting. It is weird because I know what I "should" do but sometimes I can't seem to. These concerns usually are related to health anxiety (most of the time I feel really tired and sick, have trouble sleeping and it feels scary). I found out that this derives from my troubled childhood - I have never experienced safety, I had to constantly be in alert mode - so first and foremost I tried communicating with that inner child, comforting him, but it kinda does not feel honest, since I could not yet integrate this peace I've found within fully in my life. Changing my whole identity feels hard right now. Any thoughts/advices on this? Thank you in advance, godbless❤️