Anyone here has woken up, became nothing and merged with the universe/higher presence/God and then gave in to unconscious patterns and deep survival mode, related to feeling like a hypocrite and then was able to come back to higher states of consciousness?

Hello friends , I have another thing to share today . I have learnt it from.skool 2 days ago and I know its very important for me to share with you . It might help someone and also your replies might help me too. Its about, I AM . We actually dont have to do a lot of work for us to connect to the divine , we just have to be . And being is just staying in this present moment , not on this , lets say you are meditating , If you sai I AM MEDITATING you have identified with something you are not . We dont have to force anything but just be. If you say I AM RESTING . This is another thing that you should not do , it ties you to something that is not you . But being in the present is I AM . I now know that the more we force this things thinking that we are moving foward the more we remain in a spot we dont desire.Even saying I AM Breathing, during meditation ties you somewhere too . Just relaxing in the moment and trusting the divine to show up is what we have to be doing . Truth is for us who have not seen beyong this time space , we dont know what we actually look like and our minds cannot comprehend nothingness , or can you ? Lets just be . I want you people to give your opinions on my thought and lets discuss if there is something not in alignment . Peace out 🤞rebels .

I went into deep survival after my awakening and have been slowly recovering. There was alot of fear response for the past couple of months but my body is feeling better. I am now finding myself crying all the time, just cant name the story behind it but just experiencing alot of pain and crying. I’ve been crying almost everyday and today it’s just been happening all day. If I try to understand what’s happening underneath- I just feel alot of sadness, grief over not being held, seen, heard and forgiven. I want to understand what’s happening here. Would also love it if anyone has some space to hold me while I drown in this emotional distress

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I am trying to cultivate non judgemental awareness but I see a voice that still judges me- calls me arrogant and not humble. Anyone here trying to build a relationship with our judgemental voice?