Personal post but felt called to share · Sovereign Souls Strategy 1111

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Personal post but felt called to share

Skool has cracked me open a bit. Ive been avoiding and fighting it a bit, wary, curious, and excited but then not fully trusting of it due to my Mother Wound.

I have an narcissistic abusive mother. We have been no contact for a very long time. Its taken me this whole lifetime (im 44 now) to heal, and it was the deepest hardest wound. Even harder than the intensive violence from my psycho father.

I therefore have always had a couple of close women friends, but not kept them going. I relate better with men. Ive been working in Advertising for 25 years which is male dominated. I can be comfortable in my masculine energy. Ive had some support from women in my life, in my career and im grateful to them. And ive been betrayed. Felt jealously from them.Seen many toxic women that hate themselves and other women and its really put me off. So women used to slightly scare me. I didn't fully trust them. I feel shame around them. Like im not good enough. Or theyre judging me. Or I dont quite relate.

Connecting with the amazing women on here including

@Serena DAfree

@Ann Tonie

@Helen Sandwick

and many more has cracked me open. They are such amazing, intelligent, soul aligned, gifted, loving women who are supporting me and backing me and its honestly broken through a little barrier I didn't realise i still had.

So thank you, really from the bottom of my heart.

We all keep doing our work, we're never 'fully healed'; its not linear its a journey and theres always more layers to uncover.

I came here to support and inspire others, I never once expected it back. Thats my bad because the love and support and community and connection is here.

Gratitude

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