Another epic call, thank you to all and most of all words just don't do it justice. The cords the grounding the deepness wow. I feel like every call just gets better n better as I'm going deeper n deeper aware in body. This was a deep one it hurt heart space felt very vulnerable inside n out for a good couple of days that's how big it was, universe providing me the space to unravel. slowly came back lighter and clearer. I thought i had been doing the work but nooooooo I have so many cords I'm like an overdecorated Xmas tree, I'm happy to finally see them feel them, and learn what to do them amazing..... I unhooked a big one from back it felt like I was pulling a knife from my back for the lack words.. hmmm... so the 2 days recovering was called for the grief was real raw it hurt. (wouldn't change this for anything)
7 days after the call, triggered again, this time last year I was curled up in a ball Fetal Position on the couch not knowing what to do living in hyper vigilante state, fight, flight and defiantly survival mode. I was all the things they even put me on anti-depressants that made me more depressed until they started to work.
So I listened to the replay and WOW I recommend this as you miss things I heard Tracy say things I missed the 1st time, I found another cord in my heart space I sent it love. let it go (still lite up like a tree) but excited I'm learning to unhook, dissolve or give love. I felt better and was able to move through the day. 💕