Wow Just Wow, this week's call was on fire as usual. I love to do past life heck I love all of this bahaha. for me mostly on this call was me crossing over into the field of sunflowers, i felt free, safe, happy like i was flying. I have reflected a lot on this the past few days. Recently I have found ive been back to my old ways living in hypervigilance watching over my back trying tell myself I was safe but inside was saying another thing(It hurt, unsafe, they can see I'm not right) I still worked held space for others all the while hoping they couldn't tell i was breaking inside. TRIGGERS AND TRIGGERED I knew this was why i was feeling this way and I'm thankful and grateful for all the work we have been doing to become regulated, I knew the feelings, i knew where and what and why they were coming up but didn't make it any easier to ride through. So after finding myself in a field of sunflowers I feel I was shown that I am safe, seen and held truly. I feel not triggered as I was. I feel so much stronger today. Yes a redo is calling. Thank you to all. Tihei Mauri Ora.

Oh so interesting what came up for me. First I saw a triangle over my heart. I kept feeling like a was making the shape with my hands when I wasn’t. Second and more surprising was I was laying on the ground/ earth in a tent maybe. Someone was praying or preforming some sort of healing rituals above me. I had the sense they were healing me on some level. It felt very loving but definitely an ancient practice. I felt like I was indigenous and everyone around me was as well. So interesting I’ve not tapped into that before. I felt like a let go of something that is or was holding me back in this lifetime through what ever ritual was preformed. Medicine woman maybe. I need to process more but it was so good. Thanks Tracy!!

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Far out twoweeks away from our next call. Feels like so far away! I have been having a huge bunch of calls with my community and working alot on the strands that we have in areas of this life and others. It really adds another layer of depth to the sessions. So I am encouraging is all to do our own strand meditations to help boost our own medicine in this area. I know I mentioned I was going to add a module about this. Are we still interested in wonder?

Just dropping in… I went deep in meditation this morning and could feel things moving… shifting… opening. I felt really called to come in here and check in with you all. What’s the vibe for you right now? Where are you at? If it helps, you can sit with one of these: – What’s been present for me lately? – Where am I feeling open… and where am I holding back? – What am I needing more of right now? – What feels like it’s shifting within me? – Where am I being invited to lean in… or soften? Even one word is enough. I’m here with you. — Tracy Bee x