Day 16: Sitting with Resistence
stop resisting blindly Sit with your resistance in quiet acceptance, and notice what shifts. Previously i was grasping at straws, I knew my passions, the layers of Herbalism, healing, and car that drew me in and was insisting on deep diving into one layer at a time to help people but everytime I would build "an herbalist protocol for x" or "a somatic protical for y" my body would tense uo, I hated the idea of being known for a fragmented portion of myself. I resisted offering anything I was building, so I sat down and asked "why are you so against the things you are building to helo people?" And I just listened to what came up "Because thats not me!" "Thats such a small precise bubble that is fragmented at best" "It turns a passion into a dull tight box!" So I sat down and asked myself. What do each of my passions and desires have in common? Which groups of people am I ok with focusing in? Which niche area makes me cringe and feel trapped? In the end I know longer am focused on general herbalism, general somatic healing, specific trauma based paths, single neurological or body systems.... I was able to dive into EXACTLY the type of clinical herbalist I want to certify in as. Exactly what I want to strengthen in myself and stabilize in others over not just the next 2 years but the next 5, 10, 20 to build the life I truly was teaching for.... So, HI, I'm Alison and 2.5 years from now I will be an AHG certified and nationally recognized herbalist with a specializing in: - Burnout recovery - Nervous system collapse patterns - Trauma- informed care, for the medically dismissed and gaslit, especially - Gut-Brain repair and connection - Autoimmune stabilization If you’ve been told “everything looks normal” but you still felt wired, depleted, inflamed, or foggy: there IS a pattern. I know what its like to be the friend or caregiver who has held everything together for everyone else until my body finally said "NO, IM DONE!" And I am building this specialty around US!