Does your genius keep you awake?
I got such a huge energy return on the investment with this group. Of community. Last night no sleep. Finally slept for 90 minutes. Now I'm at my desk hoping to test out this time prediction model because my focus this way was great on Monday and from there a slow slide into bigger backlog while keeping up with new stuff. Mind you, my mood is still good.... im not even all that tired yet. Hoping i can accurately predict a much more efficient completion rate today. It was hard to stop thinking about work. I told myself all the rational reasons to allow brain and body rest. But it still wouldnt. So I watched 3 anthropology videos about human evolution For enhancing my calm. And went to bed. All is well. The moment I go to bed my brain is fully awake and ready to map more quantum fields. I didnt shame or blame or try to make it mean anything. I observed where the thoughts wanted to go. but eventually got up at 3am because its the only way I will get tired enough yo get any kind of sleep. If I stay up that has a high cost on my next day. I am still calm and tired and refusing to accept work stress as my life stress. But this brain sometimes makes it hard to maintain consistency in my day job. It didn't have to be a low demand day but if it's not ... I stress my brain nerves too far... Or do I? News at 11