I am going to start this by saying when I write these thoughts down it is not to trigger anyone or gain sympathy. I just think if I put things out in the world others might be helped either by comments from others or from knowing others feel these things to.
I was being present at the gym this morning. Music on, phone down, concentrating on getting the best out of me. I looked around in a break in sets and noticed others talking and joking. Nothing unusual in that it is a social thing going to the gym. I realised I don't really know anyone at my gym. I have been going for 3/4 of a year and try hard to get people talking to me but to no avail. I feel I know all of you a lot more than any of them and I met (obvs not in person lol) you 3 weeks ago.
This is my way of saying thank you. I'm thankful you are there but also thankful that you show up and like and comment on what I think and say. It makes me feel seen and like I am becoming more understood.
Have an awesome day guys whatever you are doing.