I think i might start like human 🙂 · Breakthrough Body Blueprint

Apr 11 (edited) • 🥑 General

I think i might start like human 🙂

It been like 3 days or 4 since i last check in here 😑 since i start here i give this society an hour at morning and hour at night to check on you guys so i don't miss a lot, and for real it's been a lovely 2 hours a day to like fit in a comfortable place where you find people understand your language (food language 😌) and struggle the same way you struggle so they kind of have been in there where you're standing now so most likely you're not going to be judged when you messed up, I'm really not human interaction fan, i don't like human 🫣don't get me wrong, I'm an introvert level 999.5 ___for me human interaction 🫠is injury, like you're on your daily life not very happily but trying to keep standing with silence and dark lord look face and already 5 bi***** in your head chatting (judging😒) and then BAM! -Human🙂interaction- i already had shiver 🙄 like please go away 🫩in a day i have maximum 10 min talking and i keep it to my family ,not all of them, only who i can tolerate 🙂 5 hours hardly of sleep so the 18 hours 50 min is silence please🙏until i got you guys😗 well maybe because i don't talk i write so i get my feelings and thoughts out without actual voiced words and you seemed nice people who love food and don't want to give up on it in the way of having a good healthy body shape 👏sounds very me, you're me I'm you 😗,

The whole week even during my work my thoughts are in here like i want to go check on them, new achievements, new recipes, new scales, new morning views, ... Morning walk😌 i even make a new Note fill named ask Darren 😌 preparing my thoughts and i miss the blue penguin🥺

And i was like " no not now" I'm not even in my best right now i messed up my schedule a bit,i skipped my meals a bit, i lost tracking in a way, well i walked but not the usual, i maintained myself now but it was a chaotic week, i was like "they are people of achievements 😠 and now you are a disappointment you don't deserve to face them until you earn that place don't distract them with your dark procrastination oura" 🙂 it was harsh but it worked i put myself in a mission to earn a place for myself NOT to be accepted but to be comfortable with and had something to talk about or to interact 😌 yes, me, interact, people, 😌unbelievable but now this here is a comfortable place for me, and you guys are my new favorite human 🌸

so hi again long time no see

(my head just reminds me of a scene of GOJO SATURO and GETO SUGURO meeting after long time 🥺)

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