Today I was tired, I took my time focusing on finish the mile, the last 3 minutes were at a speed 5m/h Even do I finish this I got insecurities from time to time. Today my calf were sore and I'm just scared they would get bigger. (I know it sound ridiculous but I got massive calfs and I'm in this point on life were is like why my calf is the only muscle that grows in my body without any effort? I dont want them to grow any more 😭) Following yesterday's feedback that you all can see in the comments of my last post Action Plan 1: 5/30. I'll like to talk with you about my objetives. I want to get stronger and I want a functional body, my weight is want of the things that I need to try to get under control, I need to lose some fat. But most importantly I need discipline, for years I have been giving up after 3 days, one week or two weeks. AND I just said not anymore. It's just three months until the end of the year and at least I need to know that I did my best to not give up. That's why we start with a small goal, a mile every day and try to get speed. Short and doable. I got a personal trainer from time to time she combines cardio with weight excercises because I'm not very resistant to cardio. But it's because the bad habit of stop breathing while I excercise (no good to do that, specially doing cardio). We are working in fix that. Well in this very honest post were I show my insecurities and weaknesses, I just want nobody feeling alone on their struggles we all have those but we try our best and that's enough.