As usual, I'm not sure it's accurate. I may hope that it isn't, It may be and I just don't want to acknowledge it. That's another boulder for another time. The discovery report shared the following: Just did the Subtraction Discovery and realized something uncomfortable: most of what's crushing me isn't the situation itself - it's that I decided I had to carry it all alone as punishment. I've been protecting people from my burdens while quietly drowning in them. The one thing I'm subtracting this week is the silence. Not the whole boulder yet. Just the part where I refuse to let one trusted person know what I'm actually carrying. Not sure about this week. Not able to subtract yet. Soon, but not now.

Watched Eurovision with my AuDHD son and wife. She has a pounding headache. She always has one, but they're ususally between 1 and 3 on a scale of 10. I think this one is an 11 or 12 based on how she is acting. She's laid in bed all day, other than come out to watch Eurovision, and then went back to bed. I was surprised she came out for Eurovision, but she did it for our son. They have a few favorites. I missed some of the semifinals Tuesday and Thursday. Of course, I have some questions about who sang what again type questions. That irritates my son. He also said he would love to hear what Graham Norton would have to say after UK. I got the program working on my phone through a VPN since we're in Florida. Of course, there was no audio. Not unless I turned on audio descriptions. That wasn't going to work. I didn't get it to work in time for that. After fighting with the VPN, I was finally able to get it up on my phone. I then would hit pause and play back to back so that I could make sure they were in sync. I was proud of myself. I had the music playing along with the TV for the surround sound effect. So, Graham Norton comes on and saying stuff. He tells me to shut it off he's trying to hear. There was no music, no performance, just a video postcard which was the performer walking through Vienna, no dialogue. He got real mad, so I shut it off. I try and help and it backfires. Just prior to that, I was working on the one of the tools, subtraction discovery. While I'm talking into it to provide my answers, my son walks in. I pointed out of the room. He just walked in. But I didn't handle it well. I put me recording my pitiful whatever question I was answering at the time, before him. I made it out in time for the show. I stayed through the whole thing even though, we had some rough moments. We had a top 5 and 2 of my 3 made the top. Thanks Will Ferrell and Icelend. LOL IYKYK As mentioned once before, he knows this show inside out from when it began to tonight. He knew things about the winning team that you wouldn't know, but he pays attention. I'm not saying anything more than that. Just in case someone hasn't watched and have to watch it on replay. Anyways, mine didn't win. I think she should have.