This is a song I wrote during a really hard time about healing from invisibility
***CW: childhood emotional neglect, suicidal ideation.***
I asked if anyone wants to read it and got a few responses, so here goes
"You look right through me
Look right through me
Am I invisible?
Or just a ghost?
'Cause you look right through me
Look right through me
Was I ever there at all?
You make me feel so small
When you look right through me
Look right through me
Will I be seen?
Will I be heard?
I am so alone
When you look right through me
Look right through me
When you enter the room
It's like I was never there
I waved and it's like you didn't care
You acted scared
When all I did was greet
You didn't notice me
How is that fair?
I was there all along
How couldn't you see?
Will I ever belong?
It was just you and me
And you didn't see
You look right through me
Look right through me
Am I invisible?
Or just a ghost?
'Cause you look right through me
Look right through me
Was I ever there at all?
You make me feel so small
When you look right through me
Look right through me
Will I be seen?
Will I be heard?
I am so alone
When you look right through me
Look right through me
I was alone
In the darkness you left
Wishing I was gone
Wishing I was never born
That way you wouldn't have to mourn
At least then
There'd be a reason you couldn't see
You left me broken
You made me silent
Then my mind got violent
I couldn't hear
Couldn't see
I couldn't bear
To be broken again and again
I was only ten
When I wished for invisibility
Because only then
There'd be a reason why
You look right through me
Look right through me
Am I invisible?
Or just a ghost?
'Cause you look right through me
Look right through me
Was I ever there at all?
You make me feel so small
When you look right through me
Look right through me
Will I be seen?
Will I be heard?
I am so alone
When you look right through me
Look right through me
You made me feel less
You left me to fix this mess
And now I'm on my own
I finally feel like I'm not alone
I have my choice
Now I'll finally use my voice
I can finally see
I'm exactly where I'm meant to be
I was paralyzed
And now I realize
You were blind
Because my light shined too bright
And that hurt your eyes
I can finally see that
You won't look right through me anymore
Because I am not alone
I'm not invisible
I deserve to be seen and heard
You won't look right through me anymore
I am incredible
I am enough for me
I will have the final word
You will see me once more
My voice will be known to the world
I'm someone you can't ignore
You won't look right through me anymore"
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Sammy Boyster
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This is a song I wrote during a really hard time about healing from invisibility
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