I finally did it. · ADHD Harmony™

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I finally did it.

I planned to attend all 5 webinars — I even arranged my work schedule around them. In reality, I only made it to the first one live. The insights I got there, and the summary created afterward, hit me so hard that I was “switched off” for the rest of the week. Even though I was home, I simply couldn’t join the other sessions. (English isn’t my first language either, so that added another layer.)

I’m grateful for @Tracey Weiss’s posts and

@Jim Ebbelaar

's emails — they kept me going.

This weekend I watched everything and completed the whole process.

And now I finally understand:

– why I freeze when I need to act – why I only function in crisis – why I’ve never truly fit into any community – what it costs me to ignore my own needs – which belief system I need to shift into to be effective – and what core feeling has been missing from my sense of peace

These realizations were both liberating and frightening. I know I have a lot of work ahead if I want to build a life I actually want to live. But I also received something to hold onto: maybe my story can help others facing similar challenges.

When I first read the summary, I lay there for hours, unable to move. Later that evening, I read it again. And now I’m smiling — because I know I can create the life I want.

Thank you for letting me be here.

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