Just did the Identity Transformation worksheet and finally named the cycle I've been running for years. Get enthusiastic, see the vision, feel it so clearly - then the moment I have to step out and be visible, I retract and disappear. I've been calling it "quitting" my whole life. Turns out it was a survival strategy, not a character flaw. Named it. Mapped it. Ready to break the loop. Breathwork ceremony is next.