I'm here because I'm entering a new chapter of my life and I refuse to bring my old patterns into it. I'm in a new city. I'm building a life with my wife. I've left a job that was just good enough to keep me comfortable and completely stuck. And I know — I've known for a long time — that there is no point in starting new businesses, publishing new apps, or building anything else if I keep going in circles the same way I have for years and never take the last step of bringing it out into the world. I'm done building things in silence. I'm done with projects dying on my hard drive. I'm done going one meter to the left and one meter to the right, still circling my starting point. I'm done telling myself "this isn't really what I want to do" right at the moment when something gets close to real. And I'm done tolerating the voice that says nobody is interested, that it's not worth it, that putting it out there will expose me as a fraud. I know what's actually going on. I build to avoid showing. I start new things to avoid finishing the current thing. I prepare endlessly to avoid performing. And it's been incredibly frustrating — because the freedom I'm striving for is on the other side of the exact thing I keep avoiding. I'm 40. I have skills, intelligence, and more ideas than I'll ever need. What I've been missing isn't talent or opportunity. It's the willingness to be seen. 🪨MY BIG ROCKS 1. Ship my work into the world. I will publish at least one project in the next six weeks — the YouTube channel, the ebook, or my agency site — and I will share it with strangers. Not just my wife. Not just friends. The world. Because the joy I'm trying to rediscover isn't in building. It's in the connection that comes from being seen. I already know this. My marriage is proof — Camille didn't fall in love with my potential. She fell in love with the whole, weird, real me. I need to offer my work the same deal: imperfect, visible, and out there. I will also have real conversations with potential clients about their actual problems. Not rehearsed pitches. Real human conversations. Because I only need one or two websites per month to earn more than I did before — on my own terms, with more freedom, doing work I actually care about.