So me and this girl were friends for like maybe 5 months , and I was okay with her behavior and everything nothing too aggressive even though one time she judged my beliefs but I've let that slide . Then until last week , I was sitting with her in the school yard I'd say , and a classmate of ours was with us we were talking , and the girl completely changed a behavior in front of him which I've noticed before but I never knew it was the pick me behavior . I thought she was like that . Anyways , she was wearing a jacket , she took it off then she wore it again and she stood up then she sit right again . She literally disturbed me but I didn't say anything cuz it didn't trigger me that much , then in a moment she made really uncomfortable when I said hold on I wanna find an empty classroom so I can record some covers for Instagram , I went to search and she turned around telling him oh look she has the walk of Michael Jackson , she's literally jealous of my model-like walk I suppose . Then I returned and I said , there's no empty classrooms , she said oh here's the restroom go and record there .... That was nasty , but yeah . Then I said no I won't and the guy said you want spirits to possess her or what ? I said I don't believe in spirits she said oh I can smell a Jewish person here .... How can you say that ?? And she followed by : oh don't tell me that I'm dealing with atheists right now , wait do you believe in God ? I said yes for the sake of ending her conversation because she's way too religious and that's not my thing . She labeled me atheist just because I said I don't believe in spirits not God lol. Afterwards , she started to give me weird stares , then she was speaking in English and she messed up a sentence so I hurried up to correct her which I normally do and she doesn't take it to heart , she literally said oh stfu stared at me and continued what she was saying to that guy . I literally didn't talk much to her that afternoon and then I messaged her on telegram saying girl you violated a boundary of mine saying that she said I was joking can't you get it !!? I can't believe that you thought of me like that .

Basically theres this girl that I developed a bit of a crush on without knowing who she was. So to prioritize my peace I kicked her out of my mind cause I needed to focus on myself. Recently I’ve been seeing her a bit more and I want to try and spark something, anything. Ive been trying to get more comfortable with small talk so ive been talking to more people, ive been observing things and commenting on them. But I just freeze or do my own thing when its her, either she has nothing to comment on or I am afraid of just trying, I feel like im overthinking things. I tell my mind that i dont want to make it obvious i want to know her but isnt that exactly what I want? I want to try something, some people ive asked have said to just shoot the shot cause Ive got nothing to lose, others have said to not force anything, and others have said to kinds force something but dont make anything obvious. At this point its more about me than a connection, but hey a connection would be nice.

Bulking is always something I’ve wanted to do, I want to stay lean but I don’t want to be as skinny and I am now, anybody have any tips on how to get started and how many calories I should eat a day? Right now I do about 2200 a day. My goal is to be around 60-63kg, I am 5,8 right now and 54kg

hey guys, I am Marco 15 years old from Switzerland. I just started highschool in summer and I actually got into a nice group of friends that unlike many others are very kind and respectful. But what I have a bit a problem with is that they can easily talk with each other but I never talk much. I don't know what to do about it, and when they ask why I' m so quiet or never talk I don't know what to say. And that makes me think that I am uninteresting and boring, which I don't think, I just can't socialise. Thank you so much for helping me out!😊

Hey everyone !! I hope that you guys are doing good with your lives . I wanna talk about something that's been bothering me to a very high extent . So , in my day-to-day life , I usually hide my spiritual / mental perspective from my parents because I still live with them and I know that if I show my " real self " , I will definitely get harmed . So , the day before yesterday Dad was scrolling and saw a " covered woman " , as they refer to them in the concept of religion , doing a TikTok live , walking outside and speaking He started to judge her and attack her and telling me this is not a woman , she's not polite ( the meaning of polite here is shrinking herself outside because men told her so ) , when I defended her , I was the one harmed ( mentally ) cuz I knew that deep down the goal of the whole conversation was to show how ( righteous ) he is and how that what I was talking about was an absolute trash though I know that it was pure patriarchal beliefs that he was tryna indoctrinate in my mind . He tried to religiously guilt trip me saying oh I doubt your religion . And of course what he used to reinforce his arguments " religion " , to make me fear the fact that a prophet or God said something misogynistic , I have to accept it because a holy person said so , without thinking or questioning whether it's trash or something logical . I had an anxiety attack because a boundary of mine was " abused " , and the fact that I couldn't escape the conversation . And you have my mother from the other side justifying and praising what he was saying to feed his ego more and more . He has done this whole thing yesterday too , and it was so hard for me to take , I had a lump in my throat ( but I didn't want to cry ) , I told him yes , it is okay if a woman is being herself outside , is yelling , calling someone she knows from a farm distance . The only goal was to indulge his beliefs intoy mind , when he really can't because I'm aware , I'm not a 15 year old anymore , I'm grown and I know what he's about .