I haven’t been happy for one minute in my entire life. I push everyone away because they don’t deserve to be miserable like me. I am such an abortion. It’s insane how not a day goes by when I wish I hadn’t been born. All my teachers and bullies and antagonizers were right all along. I was never a good person. I totally overestimated my ability to believe the BS that I could be worth a damn in this beautiful world. Everyone has had enough of my nonsense, including myself. Happy new year.

Hello everyone , I wanted to show y'all my sobriety challenge results for now I fell into the habit 2 times , but the days I've stayed sober are more than the days that I fell back off . And this is something I want to celebrate today 🩷

Here's what I came up with for the intro ( I actually made the whole instrumental , I'm just figuring out the lyrics .

Here are some things that I achieved this year ( without really planning on achieving them ) 1- I transformed my voice from flat to textured and I learned how to support it and add colors ) 2- I learned how to draw without copying and sketching from a laptop 3- I prioritized my hobbies 4- I became so self-aware and I understood so much about spirituality 5- I've quit a spiritual system that I was in for as long as I remember 6- I digged into ROCK and Metal music ( it was the best part ) 7- I've written a lot of songs about different topics and different perspectives 8- I passed my second year of college 9- I became aware of my mental health and the way my mind is differently wired 10- I approached creativity as a way of life not as a hobbie anymore 11- I've learn to treat people with kindness and no judgment , and distance myself when needed . 12- I've learned how to sing on beat

I might want to sell my art but I’m not sure (like paintings, custom hats or shoes, crafts or even graphic design materials etc.) I wanna know if you’d guys like to see my art to see if is worth selling or not and maybe if I should go after this idea & jus to tell me what you think, if you guys are able, I’d really appreciate it:).