Yes, I am finished with exams and the fall semester. Reflecting on this time, it was one of the most painful times for mentally as I had a hard time with discipline and I gave into addictions a lot. And I believe it reflected how I finished as well. My horrible time management led me unprepared for what was coming, and I have been distraught and down bad. For finals, I finished the best I could, but my efforts were not fully there due to my horrible time management habits. Afterwards, I went and gave into lust and did other nasty kinks/habits and that’s how I went about with celebrating the end of the semester. It was an irresponsible and immature thing to do and I am embarrassed of my own actions last night. The main thing is that now I can let it all go, because the semester is done and now I can go home for the holidays, be at peace, and work on improving on a mental, physical, emotional, social, and spiritual basis, as I am in dire need of healing in all these areas. Mainly, I can run back to God and allow Him to welcome me into His loving presence and I can focus on renewing my relationship with the Lord. And with the holidays here, I can be at peace knowing that I will find a way out of the hole one day. That’s what I have for you now and more will come along the way. Your prayers are much appreciated at this time for me. I wish everyone a wonderful holiday break and I will talk to y’all soon. God Bless🕊️🙏🏻💗✝️

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A while ago I sent a message where I was looking for advice on getting to know someone new, and I recieved plenty of helpful and caring messages that I am very thankful for (happy thanksgiving!). You guys were right, she is just a normal person, and luckily quite easy to talk to. I was completely overthinking it. Just an update to say that i plan on asking for her number soon, and that isnt something I can overthink, so im confident in my ability to shoot my shot. Im not really thinking about what i think shes thinking cause mind reading is a negative thought process, all I know is that i want to get to know her and i might as well try. Just wanted to say thank you cause i wouldnt be in the situation of trying to shoot a shot if it wasnt for you guys.