I was just talking to him. He overdosed. Need this group more than yesterday. I almost don’t want to post bc I’m afraid of interfering with others. Triggering.

I am OLD Jewish soul who VOLUNTEERED to return. I chose a very dark and difficult path in this life despite being strongly advised by many Masters to reconsider my choices. Having most recently traveled home after experiencing humanity at its worst; I truly believed I could handle anything!! Thus, not only do i remember past lives, I still hold clear consciousness in choosing my parents, what I would look like…. along with the insane story to go with it all. I do remember my birth and I can still see my mother’s face and feel her love 65 years later. There is sooo much I can share, but this is not the venue nor time. All my lfe, I have had dreams and visions snd premonitions; I have channeled healings, had Angelic and Master visitations; awoke the morning of 911 screaming “ there bombing Manhattan” I have combated dark forces been and challenged at every turn. I AM GREATLY BLESSED…… My 6 adult children, my 5 adult grandchildren, my 4 young grandchildren, and my 1 great-grandchild… bring me such intensely incredible joy, amazement, and grace. They are my family… I have a passion for children, natural medicine, art, plants, music, Spirituality, and healing others… I am a book junkie… (the physical kind) .. I am constantly learning… spent decades studying world religions, rites, and cultural practices. I knew things that religions could not explain but no one openly spoke of such things back then. From the abyss of Catholic dogma through vast numbered Sects of Christianity into Middle Eastern, African, South American, Native American, Pagan, Ancient Civilization, Mythology Philosophy Ethics Morals and so much more, I was afforded a window of insight into man’s intense primal need to connect with the intrinsic truth of one’s spirit and the revelation of self within the hierarchy of evolution and ALL that it encompasses - G-D is real and we are Divine Beings of Light having a very tangibly concrete expendable body experience with total and carefully defined purposeful intention. The key is to first locate and stand still in the quite of the soul with specific purpose to remember why we returned.