I've always felt connected to some higher energy. I watch the videos that you post and they make so much sense and seem like something I've always known. 4 or 5 years ago I read the toltec wisdom books by Don Miguel and everything clicked. Where I've gotten stuck in my life is always wanting to please other. Be who they want me to be. Not saying what I feel because I was afraid of how others would react. I feel so many emotions, past, present, future and worry about other feelings it becomes so overwhelming. I really want to get control of my mind, body and spirit. To function out of love and be more at peace.