I am 65 hours into the 72 hour water fast. I wanna eat. I am not particularly hungry. I just wanna eat.
Put something in my mouth. That's what I want. I want to dampen my feelings of fear, anxiety, tightness in the chest, fullness in the head. Typically I use food to quell those feelings, to distract.
I am not eating now primarily because we are on this road, on this fast together. I feel your support and feel more accountability to you than to my craving to assuage my emotions. We need one another. I need you.