So I have been very quiet lately, and honestly⦠life has been a lot.
As some of you know, Lily and I have been on a huge journey moving from our home in the UK to Bali. And I wonβt dress it upβ¦ itβs been highs, lows, dysregulation, all of it.
At times it got too much.
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I had to drop a few things just to stay focused on the move, because that was the priority.
And it took a lot more than I expected⦠physically, emotionally, psychologically.
So I stepped back.
Not because I didnβt care.But because I needed to keep us steady.
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Weβre now in Bali.
And I canβt even fully explain itβ¦ but within a couple of days, something settled.
We feel calm. Regulated.
Lily is loving it here.
And me?I just feel like Iβm home.
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Not rushed.
Not forced
Not trying to βkeep up.β
But grounded. Clear. Actually able to think again.
And itβs made me realise somethingβ¦
You can have all the tools in the world, but when your nervous system is maxed out, sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is pause and stabilise before pushing forward.
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Have you ever hit that point where everything just becomes too muchβ¦
And even the things you care about start to feel heavy?
How did you handle it?
Or are you in that space right now? π¬