I am writing today to ask for help from you all. I struggle still to keep my self focused on my courage quest, on being decisive, on taking actions, and speaking.
These things are what I am practicing, and what I am here for, and there has always been a level of challenge. Today I have hit a point where I have a flu, so an extra stress on top of the fatigue issues, work, caregiving, etc., and I have hit a deadline where I have to write a couple of emails that I have been putting off that have baring on my finances and my social life. I am just wanting to stay in bed and read comics ..... so I need some self encouragement , and a bit of an ability to push through another level. I know it needs to come from within (and I am learning this in the practices I have been doing, it is just this is a bit more of a challenge to my lifetime of inertia) , and I am asking for any encouragement , good ideas, etc?
I am feeling anxious and unsure if this kind of naming a challenge , and asking for others help is ok in this forum? I do doubt myself sometimes still, and seek external permission. In this case (and in the dealing with health and communication) I am giving myself permission to ask.