Hey. So… I disappeared. For a while. A long while, actually. No dramatic reason — just life doing what life does best: life-ing 🌪️. I was going through a few things (okay, maybe more than a few), and needed to just vanish, pause everything, and figure out what the heck I’m doing with myself. Social media, updates, even just keeping up with people… it all felt like too much when I didn’t even have a grip on myself 🫠. But here I am — still a mess, but a mess with a plan ✨. From May 2025 to April 2026, I’m dedicating this entire year to one thing: glowing the hell up — mentally 🧠, physically 🏋️‍♀️, and academically 📚. Not for aesthetics, not for validation, not to prove anyone wrong — but because I owe it to myself to become the person I keep dreaming about at 2am when I’m having existential crises with chips in one hand and guilt in the other 🥔😅. It’s not going to be perfect. I may post daily updates. Or weekly. Or vanish again and return six months later with an emotional TED Talk 🎤. I don’t know. But I’m on it. For real this time. This year is about rebuilding. Quietly. Consistently. Imperfectly. But fully 💪. So if I’m not around, don’t worry (not like anyone's worried anyways 😭, just kidding). I’m somewhere out there drinking more water 💧, saying no to junk (and then giving in occasionally) 🍕, crying over tough chapters 😭, laughing at my own chaos 🤡, and growing — little by little 🌱. Let’s see what happens by April 2026. Spoiler: it’s going to be worth it ✨.

I want to be someone I’m proud of. But most days, I don’t even know where to start. I say I’m 'Ambitious', but sometimes I wonder if that’s just fear dressed up as hope. I chase dreams with shaky hands, telling myself it’ll all make sense someday. I say I’m 'Anxious', because I am— of failing, of being too much, of not being enough. My mind is a war zone, and I live in it every day. But I say I’m 'Trying', because I am. Even when it’s messy. Even when no one sees. Even when I don’t believe in myself. Trying is all I have left some days. But it’s still something. And I’m still here.

Hello everyone, hope you all are doing well. I'm going to start a 15 days routine challenge to align my morning routine towards a more athletic lifestyle. Which consists of daily running of 4 km and some workout and close it all with a peaceful meditation session😌. So yeah, just wanted to share it, I'll share my consistent results here for sure. And if anyone wants to suggest something then you're most welcome 😊. Till then, keeping grinding, stay happy.

Hello everyone, Karan this side. This was the day 1 of my 15 days challenge, it went very well, with lots of enthusiasm and determination. Hope the same pace for the rest of the days. Results might not be scalable yet, but definitely even the little one will make a huge change over the time. Wishing the same discipline and determination for u all, join me and make every next morning a better one then yesterday 🙌. Till then, keep grinding and stay happy ⚔️.

Recently, Tristan and I talked about sleep debt because my sleeping schedule is very off(I only sleep 5- 6 hours a day) and the Idea of sleep debt, where you need to pay off the missing hours of sleep on the following day, and if not, it will stack up. I started it, and putting that idea in mind helped me to get more sleep than before. I always keep in mind that I need to pay some debts 😂. Since I kinda adopted it, I applied it to things that I need to prioritize, ex. I have a goal to read 10 pages per day, but I haven't read today because of my busy schedule. In that case, I will need to read 20 pages tomorrow. But note that you shouldn't get too comfortable to let those debts pile up because you will end up losing your goals too.