I am so disappointed in myself today.. 😓
Again I got overwhelmed.
Why?
I felt the signs that it all started to get to much and I used some music to try and calm myself down. But still I wanted to hear what happend around me so the music was only half as effective.
I really dont want to leave the room to go and work at an other desk. But I think I dont have a choise in the matter anymore and need to follow-up my heads needs 😞
The thought of failure and shame are killing me right now..