Trip and fall. Try to get up, and fall again. A big ball that won’t stop spinning

I know the cliche, “remember, you didn’t stay down. As long as you get back up” is true, but I’m tired of falling and having to go through the horrible “getting back up” part. Some things will never be the same with friends, family, work, neighbors, etc, even if I do get back up.

I hope to feel like some of you are. The hard part is convincing other people the real truth. At least, from what I’m hearing on here it’s enlightening. I hope my many stumbles feel the same way and soften some of my many poor judgments. Being in a stressful situation can lead to feeling paralyzed, and throw in curiosity now. I’m always asking for it. I can’t blame ADHD, but if it was a major contributor, I might find some inner peace. Some of it sounds related to different aspects of ADHD. That’s what I’m hoping to learn and gain insight on. Maybe I’m just grasping as straws. I’ll learn soon enough.

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