So I have a big event the 25th and I've been stressed about it since December, when I decided I am planning a 60th birthday party for my husband. We live in small town. I have never been accepted in this town. I've been bullied, misunderstood, treated badly. Idk how im going to handle myself at the party. The whole town will be there. I only have 1 person that knows and loves me and that's my husband.