Today I had an appointment I did NOT want to go to.
In my head? I had already:
❌ Rescheduled it
❌ Cancelled it
❌ Pushed it to "next week"
…about 100 times before I even got out of bed 🛌
My avoidance was so loud that instead of planning to go, I:
🧹 Tidied the entire living room
🧹 Cleaned upstairs
🧹 Found corners of the house I forgot existed
(ADHD productivity = doing literally anything except the thing 🌀)
And then somewhere in all that scrubbing, a tiny voice landed 💡
"JUST TAKE THE PAIN UP FRONT."
To be honest it was more like was enthusiastically screaming in my head, suggesting that I could also just go and take the pain now... instead of avoiding... and keep living in that state for another week.... In Dutch we have this perfect phrase: 🍏 door de zure appel heen bijten. Bite the sour apple. Just go through it. Don't drag it out for another week of dread. Take it now and be free tonight ✨
So I got in the car 🚗
I drove there 🛣️
I sat through it 🪑
I endured the pain 😝
I came home 🏡
It was hard. AND. It's done 🎯
No rescheduling. No "tomorrow Renée." No 100 more mental cancellations.
Just… done 💐
If there's something you've been avoiding all week, this is your sign 🌟
Take the zure appel today 🍏
Future-you will be SO grateful tonight 💖
What's YOUR zure appel this week? Drop it in the comments and let's eat them together 👇🌈