Just finished the first section of my ADHD Snapshot and it named something I've never seen this clearly: I can go deep internally for hours, but the moment I need to be visible and do something "simply from myself," something shuts it down. Turns out it's not a discipline problem. It's a permission problem I've been carrying since childhood.
What's interesting is that I'm giving myself permission to share at a personal level in this community. I don't do that much outside of this. Sometimes I have tried. Ages ago I heard 'vulnerability creates connection.' But I didn't realise that context matters. Not everyone is safe to be with. Not everyone wants to connect, or is comfortable with vulnerability. I'm daring to believe that this space is where I can feel safe. We can connect. We are all vulnerable. And capable of much more than we dare to imagine.