Did not go down the rejection rabbit hole

I was enjoying spending some time with an old acquaintance friend. I don't have any and decided I was going to be myself, not the fake me. Well, it didn't work. I must have said or done something as she is avoiding me. I recognized something wasn't right but wrote it off "no body likes me thing". It's clear she is avoiding me now. I went over everything and I have my suspicion what it could be, "my mouth". It could be something else as well. I was feeling the rejection twisted stomach starting and do not want to feel that way. So, if she doesn't want to be my friend "let her". If I have done something, it's up to her to tell me. I am not going to guess what it could be or feel rejected. I want people around me that will accept me the way I am. I also believe it's not all about me, she has her reasons for feeling that way. For the first time in my life I am open to finding some friends and I will get better at it. I consider myself in training.

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Did not go down the rejection rabbit hole