Before this challenge, I was curious. I had no real idea what ADHD was when three months ago a friend suggested I might have it. A small amount of research later and I came to realise that I have a lot of the classical signs but didn’t know where to start to deal with the chronic procrastination and get my life back on track.
The moment Jim’s ad popped up on my FB feed I was immediately drawn to it – and the promise of an AI report at the end focussed only on me had me intrigued so I signed up for the challenge. Once it started I showed up as if my life depended on it – every day for the five days…. My biggest moment was the huge sinking feeling when I did the Harmony Diagnostic and realised just how sad my life is right now….. something has to change but what? And how?
Then I got the AI report yesterday and it ALL MADE SENSE. Perfect sense. I thought I had dealt with my co-dependency issues about thirty years ago – and around the same time I had my IQ tested by MENSA because I couldn’t work out why other people didn’t see things the same way as I did – the result was high – and at the time I thought that was the answer. Two major issues dealt with and life carried on. Little did I realise that the life I have been living for the past thirty years is still deeply rooted in the co-dependency I thought I had got rid of. Hmmph.
So now, today, although I feel a bit dumb for being that fish trying to climb a different tree for thirty years I am now feeling incredibly energised, positive that the next days will bring more insight into how my life is going to be different. I feel relieved that I am on the way to finding the right water to swim in………. and can’t wait to see what is next for me.
P.S I have gone mad closing loops since I got my report………. Go figure 😊