Section 2 of the Awakening Assessment just showed me that my three survival roles - People Pleaser, Rebel, and Invisible One - are actually one system working together. And that the "mess" I've been hiding behind the mask is really just someone tired of pretending everything is fine.
I've realized that I don't feel like I can be my authentic self in our neurotypical world. I also don't want to be a burden or high-maintenance by needing concessions from others.
Open loop task:
Sorting Duvet Cover
1 Find needle and thread
2 sew ties on corners
3 Change linens
4 Place duvet in cover and tie corners