Basic copy of the provided suggested answer was perfect. The interesting dichotomy of two opposing truths, one cant be true. So why is it so easy to continue down the road that should be avoided? I suppose because it is not "unknown"...I know the outcome and have gotten comfortable being there. So is it fear of the unknown that holds me back?
Copied suggested: Just got to the belief section of this ADHD assessment and realized the voice in my head asking "what's wrong with you?" isn't even mine. I borrowed it. Meanwhile, in another answer, I described exactly how I follow through and succeed. Both can't be true. Time to figure out which one I've been believing.