Hey fam. Does anyone else struggle from and tons of burnout without preparation especially because the things that you burn out from are not what typical people burn out from? I had a really intense weekend which was amazing and culminated in a lot of performing and socializing and driving and practicing and it was incredible.
Yesterday I literally did almost nothing that was part of the plan but I thought it would do a little something and then today I was better in the morning but now I have serious brain fog and I'm doing all the things that work.
I rested I prayed and meditated I ate healthy I even slept again took meds drank water. And I could not even watch the 5-minute introduction video to the 6 weeks. It took me three times. 😔
They're even things I wanted to get to for my partner's sake but of course because I'm "supposed to do them" I can't.
Sigh
Also I decided to give up self shame so I can't use beating myself up verbally or emotionally internally anymore. What do I use now.
I always have so many ambitious ideas in my mind and then reality hits and I realize that I cannot do as much as I thought energetically.
In my fantasy world I would always be on hyperdrive but unfortunately I am a b type person not an a type person with too much sensitivity for my liking sometimes.