@Brittani Jarrendt This is a deeply personal subject. I genuinely thank you for your vulnerability and for challenging us to share our experiences. As a small child I was happiest when I was at play. I enjoyed physical activity and music. When no one was looking I would pretend to be on a stage singing, dancing, waving to people, whatever I wanted to creatively express. And I loved laughing! But when caught playing I was often told to stop and that there was work to be done. I was sensitive to others and really just wanted to learn, play, love, and be loved. But was often punished for my behavior or just for speaking. When I started connecting with my inner child I found some similarities in who I am today with my characteristics as a child. I have now learned to make time to play and to not be ashamed of any child like behaviors that may be present when connecting with my inner child. As I learn to speak with confidence and find my voice, I remind myself to practice self- love and compassion. That said, I honor my love, light, and innocence. A different type of strength on the front line. 💜