I am so done with everything. · Shimon's Elite Tribe

I am so done with everything.

I hope you’re all doing well. Let me just preface this with saying that I’m not trying to look for attention when I make this post, and this isn’t a suicidal plea or anything like that. Unlike my previous post, this is just an epiphany that I got today. My life is never going to get better. I know it’s never ever going to get better. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, I’m going to hell and there’s nothing I can do about it.

I am alienated from my family. I have no friends. I have no career. I have no future here or there or anywhere. I have no leverage. I’ve been a complete disappointment my whole entire life. It took me 24 years to realize that I’m a mistake. God, I just wish I had never been born. I’m never going to amount to anything. I’m a coward. I’m a piece of crap. I deserve to be alone for the rest of my life. If anyone reads this, please cherish your life as much as you can and don’t screw up like I did. I hope you all have a happy new year and enjoy your holidays.

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