Yesterday was one of my worst days thus far as I had isolated myself and had played around with lust, video games, and various videos in attempt to fill the void, and I was down bad all the way. However, I am putting that all behind me, because now, I have the light and momentum to carry on and finish the job this semester to ace my exams and do everything I can to pass all my classes. This power has been given to me by Jesus Christ and it could not have been given to me at a better time. Especially after a bad day yesterday, I had asked the Lord to heal me and to give me peace. Not only did He give me peace and healed me in the process, but I gained that light in my soul to take action today. This is living proof that Jesus Christ truly loves me and cares for me, and that He wants the absolute best for me all the time, and I am truly thankful for His goodness and I love Him so much for it all. I gained the power to wake up early, prepare myself to take on the day, and to glorify God and to do great things for the Lord. Even with dealing with illness and all the mental trauma I’ve been through, I am determined to make today count and to make Jesus proud. This is the power that comes from the Holy Spirit Himself. The main thing I needed to do was to surrender to His will and Jesus will guide me every step of the way. This is how I gain that discipline and motivation out of the blue. Therefore, I shall get to work with studies, ace my exams and final projects/assignments, and finish with the best grades possible. Once I get these done, I will spend my break being at peace with the Lord and to do some self-improvement work to implement healthy habits one by one. Plus, I will work on improving my mental health as well. It all starts here and now, so let’s get down to business! God Bless you all and have a Blessed Sunday🕊️🙏🏻💗✝️

I been fucking locked 🔒 in so I thought I will share this with winner too. Feel free to ask me anything about : self improvement ,discipline , masculinity , femininity or spirituality . I’m get back to when I can 😉.

I might want to sell my art but I’m not sure (like paintings, custom hats or shoes, crafts or even graphic design materials etc.) I wanna know if you’d guys like to see my art to see if is worth selling or not and maybe if I should go after this idea & jus to tell me what you think, if you guys are able, I’d really appreciate it:).

Here are some things that I achieved this year ( without really planning on achieving them ) 1- I transformed my voice from flat to textured and I learned how to support it and add colors ) 2- I learned how to draw without copying and sketching from a laptop 3- I prioritized my hobbies 4- I became so self-aware and I understood so much about spirituality 5- I've quit a spiritual system that I was in for as long as I remember 6- I digged into ROCK and Metal music ( it was the best part ) 7- I've written a lot of songs about different topics and different perspectives 8- I passed my second year of college 9- I became aware of my mental health and the way my mind is differently wired 10- I approached creativity as a way of life not as a hobbie anymore 11- I've learn to treat people with kindness and no judgment , and distance myself when needed . 12- I've learned how to sing on beat

This is the last month of daily episodes for my podcast, just reached episode 586. For November i set a goal of 500 subscribers and 100k views. I surpassed that with 564 subscribers and 110,650 views! 💪🏽 My project has primarily only been a podcast. Now i’m working to build out the YouTube and other channels. I also just finished the final revisions of the 4 books I sell. Lots of progress these last few months. Thanks for the support of those who gave me follows / comments :) consistency always wins! to celebrate i just made this short channel introduction. let me know what you think 😊 cheers & have a great week ahead 🥂