This is a reflective Sunday. Reflecting on the past ten years, I’m seeing the perpetual doing & busyness was also a way to NOT deal with past mistakes; to NOT not give myself time to heal from things that I did that got me into a lot of trouble. By trouble I mean—facing bankruptcy, losing retirement savings, letting other people have access to your accounts, trusting people in a way that you don’t even trust your own family members. I am experienced in this arena. Romance scam was just one way it happened. When generosity is not necessarily misplaced as it is walking blindfolded, there is real hurt. The harm to spirit, or to the spiritual connection, can be so deep that you don’t recognize that you have been injured. I think my actual appreciation for the depth of the harm is pretty recent. In fact, my understanding of abundance was seriously disabled by the experiences, such that pursuit of financial self-reliance — My Own Natural Energy Yield (MONEY)—became lost because I succumbed to the patrix (powers that try to be matrix!). My self-healing therefore evolved to centering the use of aromas, life force energy (reiki), and tapping to literally calm my spirit and to access the microcosmic constituents within me physically, and surrounding me nonphysically. This is some of the background story for why I emphasize 3 modalities. All 7 major senses of the body are covered, with the 7th being the crown’s awareness of God. Reaching outside the patrix, I counseled myself to sit inside the womb, a container of warm, nurturing and nourishing environment that takes everything it needs from my surroundings. Even if the womb-sense must interact with poisons, toxins, strangling weeds, parasites and invaders, this womb—the proper matrix— is able to begin healing itself, and tending to itself in such a way that it gently grows more whole and well. Where I’m continually spiraling upward, that is growing, right now. Whether womb-man, man or what-have-you, IF you’ve been taken advantage of or been taken for a ride, and feel forsaken about it, let’s get together and talk about it. The self-healing energy perspective, should be considered as a possible solution.

Clara Lyons DeVaughn is a caregiver-leader of highest order. Took care of our beloved brother, BlackLov (her husband's nickname), until he passed. She is still walking people through the caregiving, property game and what it takes. The video talks about the three most critical Principles for Loving Living that she applies and lives daily. Her warmth and grace always inspires me, even a decade after this vid was made. For you caregiver-leaders who must manage property while caring for loved ones --this may be especially relevant. https://youtu.be/EB9ZpC8U3PQ

Two ways life shows me I'm on track are so-called Synchronicity and so-called Choice. They meet in NAMING. This is the first principle of LOVING LIVING*. PRACTICUM Think about an Event, Interaction, Feeling that you want to CHANGE (name newly). See the a fork in the road-->this way or that? NOTE, CONNOTE, NOTICE-->What comes to mind 3x? Or stays in mind / can't be shaken? This is the Decision. ------------- 💃 There is "no coincidence". I HAVE RENAMED it, "divine coincide-DANCE". --> Choices are the ego's way of playing with energy. --> Surprise at Synchronicity is a bow to "I dunno" --> Energetically you DO know. More dancing and playing, it's like collecting $200 then returning home in the game Monopoly. When LOVING LIVING, every choice (play) is a pathway decided, asserted, inserted into real-eye-zation. I'm inspired to create a Nine Principles for Loving Living course at some point. (Actually thought I had. it could be lost in zoom world or dream / imagination who knows?) The decision is clear, nothing to choose about it. --> Enjoy these "vintage" short videos about the principles and their relationship to certain oils: Part 1, https://youtu.be/KDontMOSZd8 Part 2, https://youtu.be/wiL9hpnXYRA. Part 3, https://youtu.be/F9m8himvQgA --------- *I only briefly refer to 9Principles bc i'm used to hiding my best/beloved work, afraid of rejection, yadda yadda...Key word - "used to" as in formerly in the past)