āWhat trigger pattern did you notice about yourself this week?ā Last night, something happened, and I didnāt take a beat at all, if Iām being completely honest. The moment caught me off guard, and I just allowed myself to express how I felt. In that moment, I noticed two patterns, one was healthy, and the other one⦠not so much. The unhealthy pattern was that I went to sleep feeling heavy and woke up with it still on my mind, so I suppressed it. But the good pattern Iāve adopted is that I didnāt hold it in, I sought guidance and prayed about it. Now, even though what happened was hurtful, I have a peace I canāt explain. I know itās going to sound crazy, but it almost feels unfair, lol, because I had every right to feel what I felt, yet I feel nothing but peace, and Iām grateful for that.