people say that 'you attract what you fear'
it is said that subconsciously we attract wrong people from unhealed trauma.
it scares me even more because I feel that i am failing to heal myself and let go of my old self. This gives me anxiety that
Allah tests us where our deep desire lies.Our desire can become our greatest test for this life. I afraid may be my deep desire for peaceful marriage becomes my test and get the opposite of that.