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Woke up at 4pm 4:30 --- 5:30 prayed + script feedback and 2nd script revision Went for iftar & grocery with brother 5:40 pm --- 9:00pm 9:30 -- 11:00 VA: finished docs and sent email 11:00 --- 3:00 cleaning of rooms, windows + laundry or everything, still work remaining 3:00 --- 4:00 shower & prayed 4:00 --- 5:00 sehri 5:00 --- 6:30 ---- namaz & Quran As I decided to do household stuff, I said to myself, this big wardrobe, I'll place it somewhere else, which became a monster to deal with. Instead of just cleaning, I turned everything upside down the house became a mess. Tons of books, clothes, furniture here and there. Then I made coffee. Seeing the mess, ALL OVER, I thought, yeah, this is what my mental health looks like, seeing it on the surface, real as if it's all finally outside from me. It made me feel good. Then I started to organize one by one. Actually, outside I was doing a lot of WORK but inside I was LOST, thinking, some hospital memories, emotions, one by one, processing them, organizing emotions that were stuck for a long time. I started to enjoy the process I didn't want that MESS to end. Then my sister came. Her tone sounded harsh. I was like, can you please talk in a calmer tone? But she said to me, no, I'm angry, you made me like this, and you are selfish. I was like, what did I even do? 👀 She said, you wanted to do all this today, that's why you went to grocery, and I did some work there. You always do what you want; that's how you are selfish. I said to her, you are just watching etc. all day. Today I just broke my procrastination, did some work, and now I've become guilty of this? Tomorrow I'll call people and say let's do procrastination all together; it's gonna be a procrastination club. But my answers were making her more angry. I thought she too has some unprocessed emotions like me. Then I said, I'm really doing emotional processing just avoid harsh tone, it's very unpleasant to hear, that's it. She was like, no, you can't be at peace, and I was shocked by the answer.