Maine aaj Skool par apna asli naam badal kar apna nickname likh diya hai. Kyun? Meri smartness nay mujhat bataya: Agar mujhay financial freedom aur self-awareness chahiye hai, To us kay liye mujhay bilkul real aur authentic banna paray ga. Agar mujhay apna true potential haasil karna hai, Toh mujhay apni saari kamzoriyan aur "masks" utaar kar apni asliyat dikhani hogi. Pehle toh main apni asliyat zahir karne ke khayal se hi dar gaya. Meri ego ne mujhe daraya ke agar sab ne mera "asli chehra" dekh liya Toh meri kya izzat reh jayegi? Phir, Mujhe mehsoos hua ke yeh meri pyari ego ka koi game hai, aur ye dara kar mujhe agay badhne se rok rahi hai. Mujhay pata hay kay meri pyari ego ka sirf ek hi kaam hai, to keep me in survival mode and in suffering always. Is ego se bachne ke liye maine ek "smart" rasta nikala: Maine apna naam aur profile picture hata kar nickname laga diya, taaki main apni saari kamzoriyan aur "masks" utaar kar aur buri aadatein Khul kar share kar sakoon aur shayad meri So-called izzat mehfooz bhi rahay. Lekin ab main ek aur uljhan mein hoon: Maine jo socha hay kay nickname ke peeche chup kar apni "asli gandagi" saaf karoon longa, aur grow karonga, Kya ye mera masterstroke hai ya mere Ego ne mujhe phir seβ¦? I would appreciate any advice from the community. Thanks. π