He's talking with his family about their issues. We spoke on wealth. He commented on my money. I commented on his wife, 3 kids and 5 grandkids. He understood and appreciated different definitions of "wealth". I left and he felt proud! It was a good day! Just one, but still good.

It took me about a week to get settled get caught up now here here we go! These are my Wins for Day 1, micro actions: Actually, I started on Canva Pro couple days ago, first day I’m posting. I built a unique rustic.” Adventure” brand banner that reflects my artistic style to go along with a video concept that I formulated to solve a real problem for apartment renters and I actually launched my first video. I also created a bunch of designed again with my style and also for Christmas, which kind of blend together and I’m learning how to get that out on Printify. It’s cold in New Jersey. I also made a giant pot of chicken soup and now I’m gonna go hang out with my boys and my little me and watch a Christmas movie. My boys are my kitties.

These past few days I have felt so much release of tension, emotions that have been hiding. like hurt and the feeling of being too much. I know in my attachment pattern I used to be anxious and would attract men who were more outwardly controlling. I would shrink back and give myself up. The biggest thing for my life lesson was learning to have my expression of words. I know that I am free in my body and between my breath work and today's lesson .. I saw my sweet inner child, hands wide open stretched out and dancing with so much gratefulness ... wild flowers and beauty all around. What a wonderful sensation in my body.. to know I am free to be me.

***Update: (The icing on the cake🥰) When I saw that shooting star, I thought of Fivel & “wishing on the same bright star.” I SAID: I wish ALL OUR wishes come true… I called my cousin after this post, to share MY good news. Her prayers were answered also- at the EXACT same time- we “wished”on the same star (unintentionally) & BOTH were granted simultaneously💖*** Yesterday, I was driving to Ohio, processing my latest experience with AI. “Not a breakthrough, integration.” This time, it wasn’t a huge epiphany. In fact, I went to AI, expecting to be reminded of the breathing & checking in. Instead, I discovered (with Joy) that my visceral reaction wasn’t a defense- it was acceptance. My old patterns were being shaken loose. Adjusting to the NEW vibrational setpoint. I went to the RIGHT place for help- essentially: MYSELF. I was listening to some inspirational music- laughing at how appropriate the lyrics were for my life & I look over & see a perfect cross in a cloud- like a necklace charm. I picked up my phone to call my daughter & Brooke’s brother was calling me. I was on my way to him- she passed in April. Then my daughter beeped in. While I’m talking to them, the giant cross appears to my left. I’m elated. Minutes later- a shooting star (made out of clouds) on my right. YES, I made a wish… Then my phone chimes with a message: This girl is working the halftime show for the Lions on Thanksgiving!!! An honor & a blessing & something my dad would’ve done backflips over… It works y’all!!! We are the light!!! I just had to figure out how to get out of its way! & I did!!!! It’s about celebrating the micro stuff. Noticing symbolism- instead of story. & (in my case) Identifying the queen, finding her throne & surrendering to her power. ITS power- the source: TRUTH

I stopped by my friends house today that I posted about recently who has a drinking problem. He was in a good mood and was drinking non alcoholic beer. Although it's just 3 days, he has switched to that NA version. He also took my advice and got some B-complex vitamins to help with alcohol withdrawl and some Melatonin to help him sleep. So far so good!!